monday...

Approximately 30 days until I go home. 41 til I see Padraic at his house. I CAN'T WAIT! Any fear I had has dissolved completely. I am not scared to get on the plane, I'm not scared to go on long car rides in their truck and feel claustrophobic, and I'm not scared of feeling obligated to eat certain things or a certain amount of them. All of those are irrational fears anyway, but they still cross my mind and give me even more useless things to worry about. I just made a countdown chart. Padraic is making his right now. 

I am getting over this cold. Luckily this one was relatively painless and short. But my nose is sore from the tissue rubbing.

I just read an article on some random site about how you know he's "the one." Not that I actually need confirmation of that or anything, but it was cool to see that everything they listed was true. Here are the main points. 

1. When You Argue, Do You Worry That Things Will End? No.

2. Can You Reveal Secrets Without Fear of Being Judged? Yes.

3. Are You Satisfied in the Sack? Really Satisfied? Yes.

4. Do You Get Goofy With Each Other Regularly? Yes.

5. Does He Understand What Makes You Tick? Yes.

6. Does He Make You Feel Truly Beautiful? Yes.

Of course there was more to each of those points. 

I JUST REDID MY WHOLE ROOM!