"Song for You" by Alexi Murdoch

That's the song I'm listening to right now, and I couldn't think of a better title. I got back from Disneyland last night around 9:00. It was pretty fun. We went on Splash Mountain 4 consequent times twice in one day (aka 8 times one day, plus 2 times another day). I think it's fortunate to be able to tolerate water rides because a large percentage of the Disneyland-going population can't, and therefore you have an advantage. Walking in a line of four does not work in crowds. That's all I'll say (note to self: see non-cyber journal for full story).

Anyway, it's freezing right now. Almost literally. I love this coldness. My throat is really hurting right now; I'm not sure if it's from screaming or if I'm getting sick. Tía and Mormor are coming tonight. I love Thanksgiving. I should submit my applications. I guess that's what I'll work on today. I'll get everything fixed up and ready for the credit card when my parents come home. And that lovely arts supplement.......

My kitty is curled up in my lap. I hate having blonde hair. I think I'm going to paint today. I had an inspiration in my dreams last night. It was really weird...I was at Olivia's grandmother's house in China, even though the grandma was Indian...and Olivia's grandma was an artist. She showed me that she always starts a painting by putting a single object in the middle and letting it sit for a while. In other words, she gets some inspiration and may not be able to finish it at that second. It's like when I write down a part of a song--it's not the whole thing. I remember I tried to start one in my dreams last night, and it had something to do with the word "dreams" (ironically). I think it's kind of cool.

I honestly miss having a boyfriend. I mean, I'm self-sustaining, but I always start to want one again during fall and winter. It's someone to curl up with and just walk around with, drinking hot drinks and holding hands.

I want to go to the beach in a storm. I'm not in the best mood. Those two aren't connected. I love cellos. I wish I were a better musician. I would give anything to go back to APMT. "But there are dreams that cannot be." I'm supposed to wash my sheets. Eww. I'm so lazy right now. I just spelled right with a "W." I'm made of atoms.